hahahahaa i love this

(Source: iraffiruse)

I think that one of the most important things for me in a friendship or any relationship is loyalty. I would say that I try really hard to always be loyal to those that I care about, and I guess I always expect that same loyalty in return. But so many times, this expectation has led to disappointment.. Is it really that much to ask for? I don’t know, I guess it is.. It really sucks though because in my eyes, once that sense of loyalty is broken, the trust shatters along with it. And once the trust is gone, it’s so hard for me to just go back to having the normal friendship/relationship that I previously had with that person. It takes me a while to fully trust them again, even if the harm was not intentional. Yes, I can forgive, but I can’t force myself to trust. I wish things just weren’t so complicated all the time and that everyone made everybody happy and nobody hurt anyone’s feelings ever! Haha.. too bad. I think that’s why I love dogs so much.. because they will never hurt you, and they know what it means to be loyal. I can’t wait till I get my dog.. he’s gonna be my bestest friend that never disappoints or hurts me :) We could all learn a thing or two from dogs….. Anyways, I’m starting to sound like a weirdo. I’m tired. Bye!